Monday, February 25, 2008

It's over.

Four hours at the ER, blood tests, a pelvic exam and an ultrasound, just to determine what was already obvious.

What the hell is wrong with me?

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Mara ~ I'm so sorry for your loss. I've been following your journey a little on MDC, and I love your blog. Your writing is beautiful, and so touching.
I just wanted to say that I'm sorry, and I wish you all the best.

MindfulMama said...

Aww. I am so sorry :-(

Anonymous said...

Mara, I just want you to know that I am so sorry for the loss of your baby. I too have felt the pain of losing my babies and know how empty it leaves you. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story.

Bella said...

Oh Mara...I'm at a loss for words. I know this sounds redundant and obvious, but what does your doctor have to say now?

How about the midwife? I'll look around here, there are a lot of fertility remedies we sell and one in particular is very popular. I'll do some research on it.

I'm so sorry honey - we're here if you need anything

Mara said...

Thank you all. The doctors are still colluding at this point, but will most likely either run another battery of tests on me and Don, or refer us to an RE.

The midwife reccommended sticking with our OB practice for now-- she thinks that they're really good with fertility issues.

ayla said...

Oh Mara. I saw your title and I said, "Oh No!" and I hoped beyond hope that your entry wasn't about what I knew it was about. I'm so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.